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Out of my head and onto the page

This is just various and sundry blatherings about life, the universe, and everything. Right now I'm on WW, just about done and at goal, and so I'll probably talk about things like that. I may also talk about my teaching, my husband, my pets, the state of the union, or whatever pops into my wee little brain.

Saturday, February 01, 2003

Top Five Weight Loss Tips

I was on the teachers.net bulletin board and someone asked me for my top five weight loss tips, so I thought I would put them into my blog!

So here we go!
  1. Get your head in the right place and make sure you're losing weight for the right reasons. If you are in the process of hating yourself, doing it for a high school reunion, to attract or keep the opposite sex, you're not in the right place. A year before I started weight loss I realized that I was expecting other people to accept me the way that I was, but *I* didn't accept myself the way that I was. So I spent about a year learning to love myself the way I was...fat and all. Once I got there, understanding that my weight did not add nor take away from my value, I realized that I was not showing myself the love and respect I should be by treating my body like a human garbage can.

    So I honestly feel you have to feel good about yourself where you are BUT have a desire to make changes to improve your health and live a long, healthy life. I was worried about things like adult onset diabetes, health disease, etc. I also had always wanted to see myself as an "active person." Now don't get me wrong, I don't have a lazy bone in my body. But I was not physically active. I wanted to change that.

  2. It must be a lifestyle change. Diets fail. Lifestyle changes do not. Even though I met my weight loss goal in early December I am still eating the same way I was, still journaling every day, still working out every day. If you find you can't handle it after a few days you need to find something else. That's why WW worked for me. I can modify it to work for me...eat more points on the weekend, bank points during the week, etc.

  3. Move your body! Yeah, I wasn't too keen on exercise when I first started...trust me. But after some motivation from one of my students, I decided to start enjoying exercise. Now if I don't exercise during the day I feel like a major part of my day is missing. Muscle burns calories faster than fat, and the more you move the better it is for your body, your health, and your mental health.

  4. Celebrate your accomplishments, even if all it is losing one single pound, or journaling for a week and not going off program. Build in treats (non-food) for yourself along the way. Find something or some way to reward yourself that helps you stay on program. I got a Zoppini Italian Charm Bracelet and bought myself a new charm for every ten pounds I lost. I wear it every day and it reminds me how far I've come. Each charm also represents something in my life that I enjoy.

  5. Build a new relationship with food. Food is not love, comfort, warmth, or security. It is simply fuel. Learn to enjoy food without making it the centerpiece of anything. That's hard at holidays, but just imagine if for some reason next Thanksgiving there was no meal. Would you still enjoy the family, friends, and fun? Of course you would! That's why you're really there! When you learn to treat food like it isn't the centerpiece of life, but a side dish.
Those are my top five suggestions!
posted by Unknown  # 7:19 PM

Back to Work

I'm going back to work on Monday! I'm looking forward to seeing my kids. I've really missed them. I'm not kidding, I have.

I am also looking forward to getting back into my routine. I find that staying on program is so much easier when I'm in a routine. I have the way I like to do things when it comes to everyting, including eating, and having someone else here kind of makes me self concious. Will my mom think I'm strange because I'm eating Lucky Charms out of a 1 cup measuring cup? Will she find my constant journal checking annoying?

I am also hoping that I'll regain some of my energy next week. I know it sounds strange to think going back to work will give me more energy, but I think it will. Right now I'm doing mainly what I should be doing, laying around, watching TV, surfing the Internet, and letting my body heal. But I think next week being up on my feet and interacting with my kids will invigorate me!

I'll also be back at the gym full time. I haven't gone the last few days. Both days I've just been too tired. I did do some shopping trips both days, though, so I counted those. Now I know that sounds weenie...I mean how many APs can you earn walking around Walmart. But I tell myself, "Self, you had surgery about a week and a half ago. At this point, just about any activity counts." Today after walking around Walmart for half an hour I went home and crashed in the chair for almost an hour. So it counted!

Yes it did!

If I say it counted, it counted so nyeah!

Yesterday Kris (cow-orker) brought me a card signed by my staff and another by my kids. Here are a few of the notes my kids sent me. They are so cute. My kids, by the way, are high school age...mostly juniors and seniors, and almost all boys. My kids are great!
posted by Unknown  # 1:36 AM

Thursday, January 30, 2003

Tired

Why does surgery make you so bloody tired?

I had my staples out yesterday. They came out just like you'd expect...except he didn't use a staple puller. Doc gave me some information on my next procedure. It's gonna be a nasty one. No fun at all. Bummer!

Oh well!

I've been thinking a lot about stress reactions lately. Now this time I'll be honest, I haven't wanted to eat a lot. Probably because I feel like crap. But I have wanted to eat bad stuff. When you're sick all you want to do is comfort yourself with comfort food.

I've been pretty good, though. I've eaten my vegetables and tried to be relatively balanced. Why? Because I know that I've got another stupid surgery coming up and I need to be as strong and as healthy as I can be to heal.

Honestly, I think my current healing is going pretty well. I'm going back to work next week. The pain is subsiding. I'm really tired...really tired, but I know it's just because my body is working to heal everything inside me.

And I believe that's because my body is so much healthier than it was a year ago. Thank the Lord that I have lost weight! My muscles are able to rebuild themselves so much faster than the flaccid flabby muscles of a year ago.

But with all this stress I really don't want to stay on program. Where would that get me, though? I'd gain weight, my muscles would start to get flabby, and I'd take longer to heal next time. So when I do want to give in to stress or comfort eating I think about that and try to stay on the relatively straight and narrow.

I'm going to cut this short because dang I am SO tired!

Tuesday, January 28, 2003

Recovery of a Formerly Fat Chick

Well it's been a week since the surgery and I am really pleasantly surprised at how quickly I'm recovering! Now I'm not out winning any marathons, but I am feeling stronger and less tired every day. That's pretty good for someone with a six inch incision running stem to stern who has only been out of the hospital 2 days.

To what do I owe this miraculous recovery?? Weight Loss!

No, I'm not kiddng. Let me tell you, If you are reading this and are in the process of trying to decide if weight loss is worth all the trouble, it is. I've written in the past about all the thngs in your every day life that are so much nicer with weight loss. But sometimes life throws you a curve ball and if you lose weight, you're much better able to field them as they come at you.

Okay, I'm kind of messing up the baseball metahpor, but you get my drift.

First of all, in the hospital. In the hospital I had to be moved from table to table a few times. I was so thankful they were moving 125 pounds, not 222 pounds. Two small nurses could easily move me and because there wasn't all this extra fat jiggling around, it wasn't even very painful to be moved. I also had to be weighed from bed. Did you ever see "Free Willy?" Well they put the whale on this sling like contraption to move him at some point, right? They borrowed that contraption from the movie, apparently, to weigh patients who can't get out of bed. The morning after my surgery they had to weight me (of all the insult) but I couldn't stand because they'd cut my narcotics for half an hour after I stopped breathing from a dose of valium. (Good times.)

So then they want me to stand. I think NOT!

So they bring in this contraption and these two girls who each weigh about 90 ounces came in to help me onto this, rolling me one way, then the other. It wasn't that bad! They could easily move me without help, and I actually did not have to worry that Greenpeace was going to show up at my hospital room door and tell them to "unhand that innocent whale."

Of course they want you to walk immediately within mere seconds of your operation. As I dragged myself out of bed my skin pulled tight on the incision (it's on my tummy). I realized as I was walking that if I had had that large belly there, it would have been horrible! So much nicer to have a flat belly that didn't pull too badly against the stitches!

After the surgery when the doctor came in to see my husband he even said that the surgery went much easier, and the next one will as well, because he did not have to cut through a lot of fat. He also said my healing time will be reduced.

At home I'm moving around pretty well without help. Well, the dogs help a LOT, but you know how dog help can be. It's not always as helpful as you'd hope...but man oh man, they BOTH think they are being VERY helpful.

I also (drumroll please) went to the GYM yesterday! Yes, just seven days out of surgery I went to the YMCA and walked the treadmill for half an hour. Now I'll be honest, I was very slow, and I was also kind of sad. I sat down after and had a short pity party complete with tears and party hats. My husband held my hand and told me he understood and that it was okay to feel frustrated, but look at how much I'd done in less than a week. He was right, I was being silly. But as a member of the female persuasion I reserve the right to be silly any time I want to be.

I know that if I had had this surgery a year ago this entire ordeal would be so much different, so much more painful, take so much longer to recover from. I am so thankful that I made the choice to get healthy when I did. I would never have DREAMED that I would end up having two pancreatic surgeries over some stupid interloper tumor that I can't even feel, much less see. But I have and I've made it through the first one and am doing really really well and I attribute that to my weight loss.

Not to sound like a commercial, but:

Thank you Weight Watchers!

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